Memory forever.

blogger ruined my entire mood to blog.
im constantly messing up with my own life.
to think even blogger is messing around with me.

for, anything, everything, i take the blame, i guess i always do. looking at the past, i was real dumb to have place my trust in you. those memories, i kept in a part deep deep down under. and never to be digged out again. i was once loved by you, i thankyou for that. i put the past behind me long ago. we're supposed to be friends now and forever.

ive my own life now. i believe ive found the one who i can place my trust to. if one day he left me, it's bcos of my own problem. cause he treats me really good while i treat him shabbily.

let the past be the past, i dont wanna think anymore.
neither i want bernard to be in a fluster.
we're over for nearly three years.
in my life, he is all that matters....


my tamagochi nearly died.