finally the day has come.

i came back home at 8pm after three days two nights not coming home, dad fetched me at putrajaya sentral and i told him about the withdraw. he nagged at me and i know ive disappointed him again. but my dad is very understanding and hes the best daddy in the world. he let me choose the course i want to study as long as its a degree course.

and i was supposed to tell my mum about it as soon as i arrived home, but she was on the phone with her friend. so ended up, i told her at around ten. i started by telling her that im not egilible to proceed to the accountancy degree, and just before i wanted to say about the withdraw, she got so mad that she screamed at me. i just keep silent, letting her to keep scolding me. but she got too over, so i shouted at her, too. i know i shouldnt do that cause im the one who disappointed her, but......(okay, i dont feel like saying it)

i couldnt stand what she said anymore, i banged the door, locked it. and she stopped. then we didnt talk anymore. she went to bed after that. i did told her that i dont like account, and hopefully she will asks me what course i prefer when she talks to me tomorrow(not that i dont want to talk to her, just that i want to let herself cool down).

after telling my parents, i felt an incredible sense of relief. i thought my dad wont talk to me for a week, i thought my mum will hit/punch/kick me. but both didnt happened. my dad still talks to me :D :D :D :D but i feel so ashamed of myself ): ): ):

heres the conversation between my dad and me:

Me: How ah if mama dont let me to take hotel management(the degree course is hospitality, tourism and culinary arts)?
Him: Most probably she will let.
Me: But I dont think so, luh. This course is not kind-of-famous although its until professional master.
Him: Aiyo... but remember, she likes to stay in the hotel.
Me: wtf.

afterall, im getting worried about tomorrow. how if my mum wants me to go on with the accountancy course?!