No.. it was not supposed to be like that. I cried myself to sleep again last night. I really hate doing that but tears just keep rolling down my cheeks. I hate when I think about you. We were just together for a week and its been almost two months you walked out of my life.. but why, why I just can't get over you like all those boys that had broke my heart before you? Everytime I saw you, I wear a mask pretending I was happy without you, but deep inside its killing me bit by bit. And I hate it when I keep bumping into your girlfriend. Knowing that she owns you, how perfect is her world, but mine... crashing down like nobody cares. I want to love somebody else who deserves it, but I just can't seem to do it. You said you cared, it was all a lie. I just wish someday I could hate you...

I love you,
You love her,
She loves you,
How about me?