I've nothing better to do than coming here to blog again. I'm currently in a bad mood. All thanks to someone for mentioning about him in front of me again. I'm not blaming that someone, but I just hate it when the word "If I..." lingers around in my brain. Why can't I just stop loving him. Please. I don't want this post to be so emo, but I've no one to turn to. I don't feel like talking to anyone. I still remember every lil bit about him, I wonder if he still remember. Well, I don't think he remember at all. I remember telling him that I will learn how to play foosball just so I can accompany him more. I remember him telling me that he loves hugging me from the back. All those sweet times, although it's only a week, but it's the best I've ever had so far. I just hope the next time I saw him in college, I will be brave enough to smile at him instead of turning away. Now I believe when people say the longest love is the love that you can't have. No, I'm not crying myself to sleep again. I can.. I can get over the past. I can't change the past, but I can let it go. Never cry because it's over, smile because it happened. I promise I won't get myself into a relationship with a guy that is already owned. Never again. Let it be the first and the last. However, I still believe in prince charming and happily ever after ((:

Sorry for the stupid-boring-irritating-damnit-post.


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