If things were different.

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You know you really miss him when tears roll down your cheek for no reason at all. I'm sick of pretending every thing's okay when every thing's really not going fine with me. Why do I fell in love with a player in the first place? There is no past tense in loving someone, it's either you did or you never.

Do you still remember how you said you love hugging me from the back? I smile every time I think about every little thing you said even if it was stupid because that's just what I love about you. I miss bed fighting with you because that's when the world belongs to us. I hate every girls that flirt with you because that's when they held my entire world.

&& I can never change the fact that you will never care a single shit about me. Do I even matter to you all this time? No, I don't.