No matter how hard I try.

I'm having Premenstrual Syndrome. I hate period lah. If only I was the opposite sex.

Dragged myself to college for exam. The paper was not as easy as what I've expected. And for the essay part, I just simply write anything that came across my mind.

& I saw him today with a girl after so long. And I assume she's his new girlfriend. I feel disturbed by it. And it's times like these I wonder why I even bother. We're nothing, nothing anymore.

I look so pale, huh? I came out from the exam hall half an hour earlier.
Was waiting for Bell since she's fetching me to Bdr Tasik Selatan.

Now my smiles turn into tears when I see you,
and my love turned into questions of why you made me do it.