You never get how I really wanted to meet you, you just don't get this bothered. Maybe I'm the one who don't understand things. Maybe I'm the one who always want things to happen like how I want it to happen.

You told me this morning that you'll be coming after work, and now you told me it's better to make it tomorrow. Do you know you're somehow bringing disappointment to me? I know, it's only a small, very small disappointment, but it just simply bring my mood down.

You've been tolerating with me after all those shitty arguments we had for the past two months. And I'm glad about it. That's why I prevent myself from getting mad at you about this. I'm trying to be a better girlfriend, and I hope one day you'll see my effort.

I just want to be the girl that changed everything, the girl that made a difference in your life, the girl that gives you a story to tell, the girl that makes you proud. Sometimes I sit there quietly, not making a sound. You think that I'm upset, but, on the inside, I'm the happiest girl alive. You know why? Because I have you, and that's all I need. There are times when I hate myself for making you heart broken, for making you hating yourself.

Just promise me that we will survive, that you won't give up on this relationship of ours. No matter what happens, no matter how hopeless things get. Just please, don't let me cry and left me alone like you did last night. I don't want to cut myself anymore...

Will you be reading this? That's not the point anyways.

Three more days to our second monthsary. Time doesn't mean anything. It's our love that means everything.

I love you.