I'm never okay

Sometimes, I find myself sit back, leaning on the wall and reminiscing.

My pathway was once so rough and rocky that tripped me so hard and I thought I would never be able to stand up again. Sometimes I sit there wondering what horrible things I did that deserve me to be in this situation. Maybe I am losing, maybe I am never okay.

I wish there is someone out there who understands what I have been through, but not even you.

I hate writing this, showing how hapless I am.

*sighs*