mothers day.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
to my mum, and every mum in the world.
its past 12 already, but still i wanna wish (:

sad to say that i didnt bought anything for my mum this year. we brought her to a restaurant for dinner instead. we spent a sum of money for the dinner but its worth. actually only my dad paid for it, lah! haha!

about my studies,
i dont think i'll be proceeding my account degree in UTAR anymore cause ive not been doing well in my current foundation. i'll try to talk to my mum soon, and hopefully she dont ask me to go kampar. from secondary school, ive been thinking of taking designing course. lots of my friend said that ive talent in designing, just that my mum said its not a good carrier for a girl. both of my brothers is into the course that is related to designing. my big brother is in limkokwing while my second brother is in multimedia university. i thought of taking visual communication course in raffles.

whatever.

i really cant wait to go sunway lagoon. like what nicholas said, he cant wait to play the thrill rides. we will conquer sunway lagoon this thursday! -screams.

by the way, do anyone catch singapore's campus superstar 2? XuBin, one of the top 20 is real hot. he got a sexy girlfriend already ):

okay, photos up!

before dinner;


in my room's bathroom;


i love caps (:


this is really retarded. teehee :D :D :D

and my laptop's right speaker is spoilt. what the fuck. mee, i really need a new laptop now. both my brothers have new desktop, how abt me? this laptop is already five-year-old ):


bernard robbed my heart,
and bellefire's songs killed my heart ):(



Bellefire - What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do