ive a strong disagreement from mum about changing the course.

and i hate her for not being understanding since i was young. she never supported me in whatever i want to do and she loves shouting at me for the slightest reason, discouraging me and bring down all my confidence with harsh sentences. thats why i hate being at home when home was supposed to be the favourite place to be. i started to hate my life, my life is now so miserable, just because of her. i do love her, but she makes me hate her, she makes my world turns upside down.

back in primary school, i was a gold medal runner, and i love running on tracks, but she forced me to stop my hobby and stop getting invovled in sports day and competitions. in secondary one, i joined band and once again she forced me to get out from band. in secondary three, i joined volleyball, i am a fast learner and the coach wanted me to join the state competition, i need her signature, and ONCE again, she refused to sign. in secondary four, i was choosen by the school to be in the first science class and i told her that i prefer studying arts subject, she ignored me. and now, im choosing the path of my own life, and she cursed me to die.

i know, she wants a bright future for me, but why can't she just let me choose the course i love? its not like i choose not studying anymore. why can't you just be like dad? then my life will be much much better. i guess her hobby is ruining people's mood, and putting fear in this family. she thought money is everything. yayayayayaya, money is big, but money aint everything. if your life is dull, what for when youve trillions. i dont want sucha life.

like britney spears, she got all the fame she wanted, but her life is an asshole, she goes nuts because of paparazzi. like bill gates, hes the world's richest person, but he is not married. God made adam and eve, that means we need love in our life. so, the conclusion is.......

theres so much i want to rant on and on, but ive no stamina. i didnt take my breakfast, lunch and dinner as ive locked myself in my room the whole day.

whatever if im whining. bye.

PLEASE GIVE ME MORAL SUPPORT AND NOT YELLING AT ME, WILL YOU?