Congratulation, you broke me down.

Friends, friends, friends... I can't believe I just cried because of the damn thing. I'm supposed to be strong when I faced it. Why do you have to act pity and snatch my bbf? I don't mind you telling others shit, but not to the one who's I'm close with. It really feels like thousand daggers to my heart. What am I supposed to do now?

Why do I have to face it all alone by myself?

I wanted to send smses to boyfriend to tell him what I am facing now. But it all goes to the drafts. Like I stated before, I'm not going to spoilt his trip just because of myself. I care about him more than anything else.

But I really need boyfriend ):

I just have to wait.