It costs boyfriend RM2 to send me a sms, and costs him RM4 per minute to call me. I doubt we will be talking over the phone this six days. I highly doubt so.

I'm not supposed to be here cos it's bed time for me as I need to wake up at seven. But I cried on my bed. I don't know why I just miss him so much, that much. I'm not going to tell him this, because I'm not going to spoilt his first trip to China.

Right at this moment, I just want to tell him how much I love him. How much he meant to me. How much I treasure him. And apologized for all the arguments we had.

I miss him badly, the tears just won't stop.

I'm gonna hug Barney tightly to sleep now. G' night.