I hate the inflated feeling of pride in your superiority to others. You're just too ego. I never give up. But finally you broke me down, I hope you're happy.

I just have to learn to bear with it for the rest of my life.

I've stop arguing with you in msn, and you keep talking and talking. All the words, breaking my heart. I just don't know what to do anymore.

I hate myself. Yes, I hate myself so much. And I just can't let you go because I love you more than anything would do. I just have to sit there alone, calming myself down. I know things going to be real hard, but I will still be there hanging on cos I want you forever. No one to turn to cos the only person that can make my tears stop rolling down is only you, and yet...

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

I hate myself.

Not a million tears could mend my heart, because I've cried.