She's not talking to me. Yeah. She's not. And I'm not talking to her, too.

But I really wanted to know what's her plan. If she insisted me to go on in UTAR, why don't she just tell me? Then I won't be thinking so hard. I did tried to talk to her yesterday, but she fucking ignored me. I called her for a zillion times, and I got so fed up. Why in the hell that I've got such a mother? My unluckiness.

Bernard is starting to miss me like hell(he's the one who said this). I'm in a bad mood nowadays so, I seldom text or call him. It's so not like me cos I always bomb his cellphone. lol.