I tried so hard not to msg him the whole day yesterday.

And......................

He msged me at night.

I saw him in kitchen today.

I was happy, but I don't want to see him.

I HATE THAT FEELING.

I'm getting used to my single life now, but I really do miss him. I want to msg him, I know he still cares for me, but I really want to forget everything about him cos he's not worth for me to wait so I'm trying so hard not to msg him. He still loves that girl, so there's no point for me to still like him, right? I wanted to say sorry to him cos I was rude yesterday when he was nice to me yet I don't think there's a need for me to do so. It's better for me that he won't msg me anymore. I scolded him last night to leave me alone and if he really still spare a thought for me, I hope he will gives me some time to cool down and stop msging me.

I hate you.