I hate my mum for not tolerating at all. I hate her for not giving me support in whatever shit I do. She just know how to complain and despise me. Yay, I know, I'm bad and worthless. People, don't always tell me that every parents love their children, I'm sick of that. Perhaps you guys should be in my shoes for a day and understand my inner feelings.

When I passed the brochure to her, she FUCKING ignored me, IN FRONT OF SO MANY PEOPLE. Okay, I didn't mind. When we're sitting down to have our desserts, I took two small cups of dessert for her and my dad. And she just simply push it back to me. When I called her mum, she pretends that she didn't heard it. Do you know how I feel? I feel like crying... Why in the world that I'm being treated like this? I love her. Yes, I do. But just because I'm choosing the path of my own life, she despise me more.

Okay. Fine. And she's not paying for my fees. But still, I've a best daddy in the world. I love my dad (x infinity). No matter how I disappointed him, he still cares for me, loves me like nobody does. This is what I called a parent love his child.

Enough of the crying.



These two photos (down) are not edited:




THIS IS HOW MY LOOK LIKE IN THE SOON-COMING-OUT ID CARD.
You may laugh...


Anyway, I'm officially a Taylor's student now :D :D :D :D
My orientation is on the 11th July.