Who dares me to put this photo up in my blog? You know who you are. Hahaha. Ok, I looked damn retarded but this is what we do when we're in the class for too longgggg and the lecture is hell boring lar. Haha, laugh til your balls fall out lar. I dont mind [:

Mmm life has been pretty good lately. Or should I say since yesterday, cos like finally I'm letting go... I admit that he still matters to me but I truly know that it's time for me to move on. I'm actually sad that I have to be rude to him to be able to make him ignore me. That's the only way. I told him he ain't anything to me anymore, I lied.

From the bottom of my heart, I wish him to last long with his girlf anyways. And I really hope that he will appreciate whatever he has now. He will always have a place in my heart for sure. I'm awake and I know I can't keep holding on to something that's not coming back. And I should thanks my friend, Asher for helping me through this. He has been a great friend to me I shall say, good companion, too. Heh :D

Not forgetting my beloved god-brother, Darren! I still remember what he said to me that day when I cried in front of him:

Why do you keep wasting time...he ain't worth it...why do you always say you love him...he ain't worth selling your heart too...why do you respect him...he deserves nothing from you...so tell me why...why..why do you stick around???

Girl: He's just so perfect to me...
Boy: He ain't perfect to you...
Girl: Why do you say so?
Boy: Do he loves you?
Girl: No.
Boy: That's the reason he's not perfect to you.. he don't even love you.
Girl: *speechless*

About my love life, I don't feel like thinking about it. Yes I honestly admit that I'm afraid of commitment. I'm afraid of getting hurt again. Getting hurt again like that, where it took so much just to make me smile.

I ain't emo-ing now so don't worry guys. Just recalling back lar. The smiling janice is back! *dumbrolls* *smack heads* haha.

I will be shooting my HIV advertisement for my moral assignment this coming Friday. Quite excited yet a bit nervous cos I never acted before, not even the drama held in school. I'm being selected as the main actress by the leader, gosh! How can it be........ haha. Good in a way, too that I can learn to act right? Wow, who knows it will be my future career? Walao eh, think too far le. With this look, how to be hollywood star? Malaysia-wood also no guarantee can enter. Hahaha.

Talking about those peace-peace-trademark that those so-called-cute-girls usually use when they take photo. Got angle angle some more. Should try taking it with that style huh. I tried it out for only the peace sign but then FAILED ;

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TA DA!


Was laughing all the way. Bullshiit.




This is our model of the day - Priscilla. She surely will kick my ass if she saw this. Nancy, your lecture is damn bloody fucking effing boring until we can think of anything to keep us awake. I tried my best to listen to your lecture cos I don't want to fail my food science but then your sleepy eyes really make me yawn. Your lecture is like a lullaby. Mmm not criticizing or what lar. I believe everyone from my class agree with me.

People sorry for not replying your tags. Lazy lar :D
Thanks for the ones who has been concerning about me since day one.

Suddenly no mood to blog d. After I met him, I have mood swing. Sigh,



Bye!

Oh ya before I go,




Try out this - Goldinuniverse. I saw this interesting thingy from Nicholas' blog and I tried it out. It seems so real man.