So this is how it is.: April 2008

I want a love story like corey & topango.

So today is my last day working night shift in the lobby lounge. My bar captain like somehow doesn't want to give me off day tomorrow cause got full pack of reservation but hell cares, I won't show up to work even if he didn't put OD in the duty roaster. Supervisor had promised me earlier, so last minute changing, I don't fucking care lah. Ha ha.

I'm so excited about meeting boyfriend tomorrow but not that we didn't meet for years already, lol. It's just five days. Anyway, thought of getting him a present for our first monthsary but yesterday, I couldn't find the stuff I want in The Mines Shopping Fair so I guess I will just get him some other day. I hate working life lah, no time to go shopping. Stupid.

Sometimes I spent my time folding these.

This is Ba-han. He is from Myanmar, a helpful guy, lol!!

Our cocktail promotion for the month May, Frozen Grasshopper. Very weird name loh~ luckily the decoration is peppermint leaves with cherry not frozen grasshopper. Haha. The ingredients are:
1. 25ml of bols peppermint
2. 25ml of creme de cacao
3. 2 scoops of vanilla ice cream
Blend it with ice cubes. Of cos it taste nice cos it consists of peppermint. Wakakaa! It seems like I know how to do few types of cocktail already. Brilliant =x

HAPPY FIRST MONTHSARY.

I love it when you make me laugh and promise me you will always be there and this time I know I can trust someone for the first time.

I love you, Maxwell Chua Choon Yu :)

My weakness is that I care too much.

Just get rid of last night's entry. I just feel fucked up. That's all.

So yesterday I got a call from HR department during my dinner so I went to the department right after Loshigan told me abt it. So it's like finally I'm going to the housekeeping department next Monday. Haha. I know it's gonna be tired for sure but I'm satisfied cos I'm going to learn new things and time gonna pass like rocket. But I'm going to miss everyone from the bar ):

The latte I did. Haha.

I look so fake lah.

Two more days to 1st of May which is Labour Day and also means I'm not working! And I'm meeting up boyfriend for sure because the day before is our first monthsary.

I need to go now. Going out for lunch and shopping before heading to work at four.

You wanna be bitch, I can give you triple.

Hello bitch? Be quiet! You can talk when I'm done. So shut your mouth and open your ears because what I have to say is way more important. Plus, I really don't care about what anybody else has to say right now. Please hold. Fuck you.

I shouldn't have write this post after all cos this shows how stupid I am, but then thinking back, I'm really upset of what you did, really. I care about our friendship, and yet you care about him. Do you think it's worth it? Please think. Don't be a bimbo.

& for that someone who just interrupt in, you don't know the whole story, so don't try.

If you can't say something good, dont say it at all!

Anyhow yesterday was great. I enjoyed working with Loshigan, Mohan, Abg Shan, Sheila and Shangkar. They are all great people. We joked while working and at night when we almost ended our day, a lot of Datuks and Tan Sris (Chinese) just appeared from nowhere ordering three bottles of X.O Hennessey brandy which costs 300bucks per bottle (if you bought outside, one bottle only around 150bucks).

And of cos they ordered foods, too. They said our satays and five spice fried chickens are frigging delicious, lol. So overall they spend more than 2000bucks just in the lobby lounge in three hours. But I never wish to be a Datuk's daughter cos being one will makes my life full of rules and regulations. A small or tiniest mistake can leads to my whole family appears in the headline newspaper, stupid duh~

And last night some of them brought their family. I can see that the Datuks/Tan Sris children was freaking bored while waiting for them to finish their so-called meeting. Pitiful. Even I overheard the conversation of the mother and the daughter getting angry of waiting. I found it funny and I almost laugh. Ha ha.

So since I'm enjoying working last night, I worked until one in the morning instead of running back when the clock strikes twelve. So I can claim one hour on any day I want :)

Now you're surprised that I'm pissed,
You think I'm acting all tough,
Well I think you're acting like a bitch,
And I swear this time I've had enough,
Just simply get lost in my life,
And fuck with that boy which you claim it is yours,
I don't think anyone want him anymore.

He has my heart. He IS my heart.

It's our one monthsary next Wednesday =D

I met boyfriend today at one. Headed One Utama for movie and we caught Fool's Gold at four. A movie that I rated 3/5. Before movie, went to McDonald for snacks. Had our dinner at SS2 Murni then went to Sunway Pyramid for our second movie of the day since it's only eight which is considered early for me to go home lah. Ha ha ha. It's my first time catching two movies in a day.

Watched The Tatooist which I rated it 3/5 also. Abit disgusting at some part, and it's frigging cold in the cinema. Could hardly breath with my nose and I ended up breathing with my mouth. This made boyfriend so worried about me. But I like seeing him worry cos that's when I knew he cares alot about me. Heh.

The movie finished at ten thirty and he sent me home right after that cos he's tired. It's gonna be a week without meeting boyfriend again T.T

Tomorrow my shift is 4pm-12am. Stupid stupid stupid. Crappppppppp! (Promised boyf to control and stop scolding f**k, lol)

New layout, please kindly don't rip it.

Looking back at the previous entry, I found myself so fucking emo. Okayyy, whatever emo's definition is I think I should delete the entry eh? But not my style of deleting any post I've posted up.

So well, I'm meeting boyfriend in another two hours time. And he's still sleeping. I miss his cuddles, and I miss kissing his cheek while he's sleeping, lol.

Work has been fine for me this past days eventhough I'm fucking sick. Maybe cos it's a morning shift so I enjoyed it alot. Today is my off day and next week I'm working in the night shift. Argh~I just simply hate night shift lah, cos my life seems to be upside down. I wonder if next time when I graduated and really get myself involved in the hotel industry, how am I going to complain over it? Can't blame anyone cos I'm the one who chooses this course over Accountancy huh. Feeling of regret is a did, but yet I'm not going to stop myself from continuing into the degree of hotel management.

I look even more fugly when I tied up my hair, stupid duh~

Yesterday we had beverage taste panel again, and we did Putrajaya Sling. Taste very very nice, maybe because it had peppermint which is my fav! I love peppermint chocolate, peppermint ice cream, anything that consists of peppermint. Ha ha ha.

1. 30ml of skyy vanilla
2. 15ml of bols peppermint (teardrop)
3. 15ml of malibu
4. 90ml of pineapple juice
5. top-up with everess ginger ale.

The feelings that I have, I can't explain.

Ever felt like you just want to break down and cry for no particular reason? Yeah, I feel like that right now.

No, I didn't quarrel nor fight with boyfriend. I just feel so down. Argh, I sound so pitiful. Fuck.

I'm meeting boyfriend tomorrow. I'd be happy.

I hate being sick.

My sickness is getting worst day by day. Argh~ I just feel like committing suicide. I could hardly breath, I could hardly talk. I hate my running nose, and it's so not appropriate to picking nose when you're working in the lobby lounge. I tried so hard to avoid touching my nose, seriously. I can feel the heat in my fucking nose.

So yesterday our hotel had the 5th associates dinner. At first I don't feel like going, cos I thought it would be boring, but it turns out to be really great. Never regret going. I enjoyed it =)

The view of lobby lounge from the main lobby floor.

I drink and ate this the other day in my outlet:

Pina Colada

Oysters

Singapore Sling

I really miss boyfriend alot. Havent meet him since Sunday.

Cough.

I'm still coughing like some sort of jerk ass. Argh! Manuka honey isn't helping much at all.

Anyway, was overnighting at boyfriend's house on Saturday. Had dinner with his friends at Klang. Then went to college's 7th floor for pool, headed to mamak for supper. Today, woke up at two. Caught the movie, The Forbidden Kingdom in Sunway Pyramid. I rate it 4/5 =)

A lot people catching that movie loh. Very full. Left one couple seat only, and we're the one who got it and make it full house. Haha. Ok, not funny.

Argh, I'm so lazy to write further. Boyfriend is on msn already.

Results.

First Year End Exam's result is out. Not very satisfied with it. That stupid Business Tourism&Hospitality paper in Term 1 pull my grade down. Damn. But at least I got very honorable pass huh? Whatever. As long as I can step my foot to term 4.

This is so not good.

So I went to the government clinic in the noon. I asked for a day MC and yet the doctor gives me two days MC. That's great which means I don't need to work on Friday. It's just two weeks of training, and I get myself very sick already. It is not a good thing cos I still got 2 months 2 weeks to go before the training officially ended.

Around evening, I went down Subang Jaya to meet up boyfriend. We had our dinner at Buffalo Steak House (I'm not sure abt the name, lol) near the college. Then we headed to Sunway Pyramid to catch the movie Definitely, Maybe. I rate it 4/5. An interesting movie I shall say. We had our supper and he sent me home at twelve.

Please get me out ):

I won't be writing a long post anyways. I really want to be assigned to another outlet/department, why the HR department just won't understand my feeling. I'm not working happily there cos I don't fucking interested in knowing all those drinks lah. Fuck ass. And the captain just won't give up asking me about all those drinks and what I learnt. Enough of those complaints, they doesn't change anything.

Was in the executive lounge for an hour the other day:

& I just called my supervisor and grant a sick leave cos I'm coughing non-stop. You won't want the server that serves you keep coughing, right? You will go ewww.. for sure.

I have to see you at least once to make my day complete.

There's so much of photos taken but I'm lazy to upload it from my phone. Working hours are really like an owl. I hate it, and my eyebags are getting more and more obvious. Damn. Do you know girls have to sleep the latest at eleven in order to prevent getting dry skin? Three more days and I'm getting the morning shift.

I got serious sore throat and I can't scream.

I miss college life T.T

Room Division.

I made a final decision and called up the Programme Office not long ago. Although I really like FnB alot but then I don't think I can cope it well with the working time and so on. I know, I know.. there's challenges in RD, too but then I assume it's better than FnB, really. I should think for the long term, not choosing what I wanted now. I might regret it someday, but.. argh, everyone has regrets. We just have to think positively, right?

Choosing RD, doesn't mean I must work in the hotel line when I graduated. But choosing FnB, I have to choose between hotel and restaurant, every area that regards with food and beverages only. I don't even know what I'm crapping now. Forget about it. Only clever people can catch my meaning, so are you clever? Not funny.

So, I kept complaining about my training for the past few days, and now, I'm getting used to it. No big deal working from 4pm-12am anymore. I just have to bear with it. Think positively. Ha ha. Ok, I sound corny. Whatever.

I need to get my ass prepared for work already.

Another day.

So today wasn't that bad after all. The two chinese girls (trainees from TARC) that are working together with me is no longer working in lobby lounge soon. So for the following days I'm working in that area, I will be the only chinese. I will be hell bored than now. No one to gossip with. No one to joke with. No one to talk with. No one to play bingo with. Argh!!

There is still quite a number of photos not taken with my phone, so I think I will bluetooth it from them tomorrow.

I don't like this disgusting, sinking feeling of disappointment when I don't see you.

So today I had a fight with boyfriend. I was really pissed off with the way he talked to me. But at least he understands me and apologized. This makes me realized how much commitment he had put into this relationship. I can't afford to lose him, really. I love boyfriend.

I met boyfriend at 1pm today. Had lunch in McDonald. Then we went to GSC Signature in The Garden to catch the Street Kings movie. I rate it 4/5. Very interesting for me. Ha ha. Anyway, the ticket cost us rm20 per person. It's all twin seat, like gold class in normal cinema. The service is freaking good, too.

After movie, we went to the Steven's Corner in OUG to had our dinner. Met his friends in college's 7th floor for pool then off we went for supper in Lai Kong Restaurant near the college at eleven. Boyfriend sent me home at one.

Omg. Twelve more hours and I need to work already. I hate working life lah. Who likes?! And I don't think I can meet boyfriend this week cos my working time is until midnight. Damn.

No title.

Working in lobby lounge is hell boring and the manager just changed my working time to 4pm-12am which is really pissing me off. Anyway this is not the main reason why I want to be assigned to another department. I'm really not interested into cocktails, liquors and everything that is related to bar. Argh, now I would rather just be in the housekeeping department. At least I can learn bed making, cleaning bathrooms and so on.

I know working in either restaurant or housekeeping will make you end up freaking tired because there are a lot of things to do. But I would choose to be tired doing things then just stand there like statue. Counting the time to pass. It's fucking bored, bored until tired. It's just 16hours and I can't stand it anymore.

I went to the HR department wanting to see Ms Jennifer but she was on leave today so I talked to another lady instead. Walao eh, she told me that the working time is normal, and hell please lah. I come for training, not to be your working staff. If you're short of staff, it's your problem to find a permanent staff right? Nothing to do at all with me. I'm starting to hate Putrajaya Mariott seriously. Damn. Save money isit cos we, trainees just cost rm200 a month? Screw you.

So today, I got morning shift. 10am to 6pm. Just lucky enough to get it cos most of the staff is having off day. Then I met boyfriend at about nine. Had dinner together and he sent me home at eleven. It's my off day tomorrow and he's not working so we're meeting up again.

Oh yea, I think I'm changing my mind to take Room Division instead of Food&Beverage in my second year. I'm still thinking hard for it. Don't know lah. RD or FnB? Hmm...

Fly some where, any where and be free of all thoughts.

I got so much things to say, but I don't know where to start. I will just summarize it. So yesterday is the last day of the orientation. Had fun and got to interact more with them. At five, we went to the HR Department to get our locker keys and get our work schedule. I am assigned to the lobby lounge for don't know how long. Maybe 2 weeks or maybe more or less and my work time is from 3pm to 11pm which is so not good cos I can't get to meet boyfriend unless during my off-day but I don't know when is it.

My uniform is like totally oh-my-god. If I managed to take a photo of either me or whoever wearing it, I will post it up k? Honestly, I can't wait to go work now. I was not supposed to wake up so early but I am awaken by my mom's nagging. She just somehow can't stop nagging lah. Ishh.

Yesterday I got to meet boyfriend at around seven. He came all the way up from his work place in Sheraton Subang to my house after his work. Then we went to SS15 to had our dinner then headed to Sunway Pyramid cos I wanna get myself a few stuffs. I got the second present from boyfriend.

Anyway, we got a slight quarrel and I cried. I really get very mad and jealous when his ex-girlfriend just smsed him and tell him about the whole damn shit like she wanna patch back with him which get me totally so pissed. Argh! But I know, without trust, a relationship won't work well. I'm just gonna get rid of it. I had had enough of broken relationship. I wanna work this out.

He sent me home at about twelve. And boyfriend nearly get into an accident on his way back home. When he called me and tell me about it, I really don't know how to react. Frightened? Scared? All mix feeling. Luckily he's fine but his car is so not fine. This get him so worry cos he said without car, he can't do much things. Yeah, I totally agree with it, lol.