Omfgwxyz.. The weather is so fucking hot out there. It's burning. Gasp.

It's going to be 2008 in another six hours more. I don't think I'm going for countdown this time as I don't really like crowded places with all those people squeezing you and in a situation when sometimes those horny dogs will take advantage in touching your breast and butt. I would just stay at home tonight and be loyal to my television. Isn't it a good idea?

Well, let's see what I've done in 2007. I failed my foundation year into accountancy's degree and get into taylor's for hotel management where I made a lot of worth-knowing friends, I dated a wrong guy and cheated on my two-years boyfriend which we broke up, I learnt to smoke, I had naval piercing which I took it out after I had an infection the following week, not skipping classes so often anymore, been eating a lot which I have a round tummy now, swearing alot, being stalked..... still so many stuffs.

Anyway, 2007 has been a great year to me. I met alot of great people, eventhough there are people who walk in and out of my life. I wanna say thank you to everyone who has been there for me through my ups and downs. Just wish we all have a better 2008 than 2007 yeah?

I will not do my new year resolution this year as I did it every year and it always ended up with nothing better than shit. So I will just let things go as they flow.



Current mood:

I look quite weird cos I was suddenly being pulled over by them to take photo. Saw one line in this photo? My nail la, accidentally scratch over it.

I'm back :D

The whole trip is kinda fun but very tiring. Shall not talk what I did on my trip cos I bet you'll fall asleep reading it. The foods especially buffets', sucks to the hell man. I strongly disagree that they hired professional chefs for our buffets? They seriously are scaring the tourists away and the buffets, shiiit, serve the same food everyday. And the waitress got no manner at all.

It's free entrance for the resort's guests to the Cowboy Park but my mum did asked how much if the person is not, then the girl answered, "fifty-ringgit". Omg. Seriously nothing in cowboy park lah. Just a row of wooden houses. And the indian show, nothing special about it. Saw it before for free in don't-remember-which-shopping-mall.

Anyway, the shows in Safari Park were good, especially the Wild Wild West show, damn dramatic. And about the Water Park, just a small one. The water looks kinda yellowish cos they don't put much chlorine like in Sunway Lagoon, lol. My dad came along to play the body slide, and he told me he felt like he's almost flying off from the slide -.-

Before heading home today, we had our lunch in Huang Di Chinese Restaurant which is located in the Cowboy Park. My first impression was like - ok, the food must be better since it's a chinese restaurant and looks quite high class. Their impression was totally ruined when the food came out to be like the one I ordered in one of the restaurant in Dengkil. Gosh. And the same manner of the waitress, talk so loud like in pasar pagi, want to fight like that when my mum asked her to take vinegar.

I think I complaint too much :x

Okay. Now photos:


My family. This and the one I took with the red indians are taken by them. One photo costs 20bucks.


I'm one of the VVIP. Omg. Haha.


The elephant show.


The bird show.


The Wild Wild West show.


Raccoons! So freaking cute. Feel like hugging it.


The fireworks display for few nights to celebrate New Year.


"When you love someone and your heart gets broken, pick up the pieces and try love again."


Current mood:

I'm leaving in one and a half hour time to A Famosa Resort(Julian got it right, lol). Omfg. I sound like I'm leaving forever. Nah~ just 3days 2nights. But I'm going to miss everyone for real :)

I never thought of going, but Mum keep forcing me to go, so what to do? Sigh. From her mouth, she said it's Family Day but I knew deep down her heart, she must be worried about me going out and return home at wee hours.

I haven't pack anything yet.


When I miss you, I don't have to go far ... I just have to look inside my heart because that's where I'll find you :D



Current mood:

I watched this movie for three times and it never failed to make me cry, it's such a beautiful history. And of cos Kevin Cortner is in the movie(He's a great actor to me) and also Asthon Kutcher(Omg, he's cool) :D

Aah, tomorrow evening I will be going down/up to Melaka and be back on Sunday evening, hopefully. My dad's company is having Family Day in one of the new resort there. I don't know what's the resort, and I don't give a shit to it. I just know there's a so-called theme park in it. Done.


I promise myself I won't talk to you again but too bad I can't keep my own promises.


Current mood:

Without fringe. Weirdo :|

I've been really busy for Christmas Eve and Christmas Day. I've the suckiest Christmas Day ever. All thanks to him who totally ruined my entire mood. Well, I should have expected that it will not be a normal day as my day started off with my left eye one-month-contact-lens was accidentally tore off by me(I just opened a new one the day before! and this tore-off thingy never happened to me before for three-years of wearing lenses). I'm not going to elaborate further about it. And I've been eating alot. Last night, I went out for supper with my family after I had my dinner with friends just 2hours earlier -.-

Today, was supposed to go for the driving law speech but I woke up late so went Leisure Mall for movie, Aliens Vs. Predators 2. I rate it 3/5 cos I don't really like the story line. But still, I love Predators! They are so cool :D

Mum has been nagging me cos I keep going out and return home late. I promised her I will be home before 11pm today, and I reached on time. Ha ha. I will just stay at home this few days before New Year Eve cos of a simple reason, I'm broke. She definitely won't give me any pocket money now, cos she wants me to stay at home. Chicken!


Current mood:

Keep thinking you got the best of me, it really doesn't matter. In the end, you'll be missing me. You are nothing new to me. You're just another disappointment added in my life. Think you can play the game? Watch me play 10x better.

I don't give a damn to you anymore.


Current mood:

My current friendster's primary pic. But this is only with the background edited.

Parents are out to attend a wedding dinner so left big brother and me at home. I got no idea what to eat for dinner, went to the kitchen, opened the fridge, and saw tempura black pepper fillet. Ohmygod. My favourite! As usual, sat down in the living room, switched on the tv and enjoy my own cook dish :x



Well, today is Christmas Eve but I ain't feeling any special/high about it. Might be going out with Darren they all later on, or maybe not. It's always depends on my laziness. Haha. Anyway, people, hope you enjoy your Christmas Eve and not forgetting Christmas day, too (:

MunYee smsed me yesterday and asked about my planning on Christmas Eve. I replied I don't know. Then she said isn't I supposed to go church with my family. Haha. My whole family is Christian but I'm a free thinker. Don't ask me why I'm the odd ones. Just, I'm a free thinker lah <:-)



A night out with my brothers.


Girls do look different with make-up.



Remember every good looking, sweet, single male is someone else's ex boyf!


Current mood:

Candid, taken by Rebecca in library if I'm not wrong. Weeks ago.

I just had my gum surgery yesterday. I tot I will be in pain for 2-3days, but no, I'm feeling alot better today. I don't even feel the pain when the dentist cut my gums. The only part I hate was the part when he injected 20times to every part that need to be cut off. I hate injection, ishh! I ate porridge for my dinner. But for my supper, I ate hokkien mee without prawn ):

My mum said my teeth still looks tiny. Ohmygod. Hopefully she don't ask me to go for another surgery. I will be dead. Rebecca just did extension to her hair. It's until her waist. I want!! But I don't think my mum let cos I've told her before about it. And she's like - not good -.-



After surgery.


On Friday.


I crave for dutch lady milk (:


The Garden.


Midvalley.

Me: Because they are originally pretty, but I'm ugly. Haha.

jensen: NO! We're not same.

aLviNnN: Who's the stupid ones?

Darren: My mum screamed like a mad dog :x

magenta!: Hi! Yay, barney barney barney (:

shawn: Most of the time you write bullshit which I don't know what to reply.

-: So?

derrick ng: Mmm.. same college with me wan ah? You loves foosball, too? (:

wendy: He broke up with his girlf already.

I don't know anymore because every time I ask you a question that requires your heart ... you turn away leaving me in the dark.


Current mood:

Why do I let it happened? I wanna cry.. it hurts. But no, I'm not crying cos I'm used to the pain he caused me. We never talked to each other after that day(more than a month), and I'm freaking happy to received his msg last night. He did apologized for everything and he still remember he owed me a movie. So today, without having thinking twice, we went out for a date, a real date for the first time. In the morning, dad drove me to the driving academy as I'm going to register for it. WS was supposed to meet me at 1pm, but suddenly his parents asked him out for awhile so it's delayed for an hour. He picked me up in college after 2pm. Didn't managed to catch the 2.30pm's Alvin and the chipmunk(anyway it's full, too) so we watched The Golden Compass. I didn't knew that he's buying for that movie. I watched it already, but I didn't tell him cos I don't want to spoil his mood. Anyway, the movie is at 4.30pm, so there's roughly around two hours more to go. We went to his apartment cos he wanted to take a nap(The second time I've been there). We ended up fighting on the bed, and he didn't get to sleep(Eh, better don't think to the other side, we're clean). He tortured me by kept tickling me when I refused to give him a massage. Funny part. And when he hugged me, I tot everything is about to change. But hell no. Still I do cherish the moment. Memories is the best souvenir afterall. Nah, skip this part. Inside the cinema, suddenly he told me he was hungry, like wtf. After the movie, went around Sunway Pyramid searching for The Chicken Rice Shop as he was craving for it. He sent me to Setia Jaya's ktm station at around 8pm. That's my day. Well, I found it cute when he told me he loves the 50sen coin. I was like - uh-huh?why?, then he said it's bcos he's a foosballer -.-

We're both better off as friends. Don't ask me about it.


Current mood:

People, see!! T3 Pimple Gel do helps. Alot. Haha.


Well, I'm super duper happy now.. but a little bit confused. Something is better to keep untold. Nah, will blog about it when the time comes. Bed time~


Current mood:

I was supposed to be still sleeping. As what I remember, I was dreaming! Then suddenly, I heard my mum shouting from downstairs. I jumped out from my bed, opened the door, ran downstairs which I nearly fell, and saw a-huge-fire somewhere (can't see clearly as my eyes are still glued by the eye-shit). I got so panicked, ran up to my big brother's room and kicked him to wake up. He got frightened, too when I shouted, "Help Mum, faster faster faster!". He jumped down the stairs instead of running down(that's what I saw lah). Then, to our relief, it's just a-huge-fire from the wok which my mum managed to put it out by using the cloth to hit the fire. The fire is really huge. Serious. I thought it's going to burn down our kitchen.


*cough*


My house is full of smoke now. And my heart still beats so fast.


Current mood:

There's a pimple on my chin. Ohmygod.




*screams*




Luckily there's T3 Pimple Gel. Trust me, people. T3 Pimple Gel do helps. Haha. The most important, no wee-hours-of-the-morning sleep again. I'm ugly enough and now with the additional yucky-gross-pimple, I'm uglier ):

Jensen don't hope that his name will appear again in my blog. But I will let it happen don't worry. This time, he chatted with me until almost 5am. He's the one who should be blame over my still-growing-pimple, isn't it?

Well, Bernard and his friends did asked me out to pasar malam later at night but I'm kinda lazy. But I guess I'm going... not. I still prefer staying at home and be loyal to my television. I don't want to miss the taiwan drama, astro AEC 8-9pm. Astro don't rocks afterall. Remember. Human never tend to get satisfied. So bear with me.





Because I'm uglier now, I don't want to make you guys vomit on your keyboard. So I present two unrelated photos. I don't like my post to be dull without photos. I know my post is dull, too with photos. Shiit. What am I babbling. No, I'm not acting cute. Urgh~ bye.


Current mood:

I've nothing better to do than coming here to blog again. I'm currently in a bad mood. All thanks to someone for mentioning about him in front of me again. I'm not blaming that someone, but I just hate it when the word "If I..." lingers around in my brain. Why can't I just stop loving him. Please. I don't want this post to be so emo, but I've no one to turn to. I don't feel like talking to anyone. I still remember every lil bit about him, I wonder if he still remember. Well, I don't think he remember at all. I remember telling him that I will learn how to play foosball just so I can accompany him more. I remember him telling me that he loves hugging me from the back. All those sweet times, although it's only a week, but it's the best I've ever had so far. I just hope the next time I saw him in college, I will be brave enough to smile at him instead of turning away. Now I believe when people say the longest love is the love that you can't have. No, I'm not crying myself to sleep again. I can.. I can get over the past. I can't change the past, but I can let it go. Never cry because it's over, smile because it happened. I promise I won't get myself into a relationship with a guy that is already owned. Never again. Let it be the first and the last. However, I still believe in prince charming and happily ever after ((:

Sorry for the stupid-boring-irritating-damnit-post.


Current mood:

Guess what? I woke up at 5pm today. If my dad never screamed my name so loud, I think I'm still sleeping right now. Nah, not that I slept early last night lah. I was online chatting with Jensen until 3am? I've been really bored at home this days. How am I going to survive for another two weeks? I wanted to find a job to spend my time but my mum won't allowed me to do so. Urgh~

I've blocked nose, what a joke. Asshole.


Current mood:

I hate wearing retainer. Ishhh.. The moment after I put on the retainer, Jeff called me and I need to repeat like trillion times whatever I said. So pissed off.

Well, I had nuggets from McD for my dinner. As second brother need to reach home early, we didn't go shopping. I bought contact lens cos I only left one pair. Hey, at last Alamanda got Dunkin Donuts. Cool ((:


Current mood:

I just got my retainer. Its giving me a real hard time to talk lah. I talk like some kid-don't-know-how-to-talk-properly. I've to wear it at least 14hours a day. Asshole. And I think it's disgusting when I'm using my hands to take it out cos the saliva is everywhere. I nearly vomited. Gross. I was supposed to go down Leisure Mall to send my phone for repair(the fragile keypad lah! This time my number 3 cracks) but lazy :x

I think I'm getting myself another phone soon cos s500i's keypad really crackable man. But I heard the new keypad is not so fragile. See first la.

Going out with my parents later. Mum wanted to eat McD. Ha ha.


My dad.


My mum. I love my parents (:


So cute lah! Is it chipmunk?


Who says time heals everything? You don't get over the pain. You just learn how to get along with the pain in time...


Current mood:

I hate holidays now yet I love holidays when classes are on? Urgh. People always never get satisfied with whatever they have. Especially me.

And I regret to postponed my surgery to next Saturday which falls on 22nd December 2007. Three days before Christmas Day. Omfg. I can't eat turkey during Christmas. Shiit. I'm really stupid ):


I never regret loving you because it taught me how to be strong...


Current mood:

Some people say I look retarded, some people say this photo is pretty. Various comment from different people. Hmm. It's my msn display pic (:

Well, yea, I know I'm not respecting myself by scolding rude words and I don't act like a girl. I'm sorry if I make people dislike me by that. By the way, talking to a jerk like him, we don't have to be nice and give any fucking face to him cos he don't even respect people. If you want people to respect you, first, you've to respect people, isn't it? He is worst than a jerk I shall say. He thought everyone likes him when everyone was like back stabbing him behind. Oh please, they are just being nice enough to treat you good and didn't dump you aside. No wonder everyone was like showing that attitude to me when you were close to me. And please don't act like some so-called gangster when you're not one. Do you know that I found it funny when you told me so cos I was like W don't even know who the shit you are? I'm being dumb enough to use one month to actually figure out why your friends all despise you. I'm glad that you finally hate me so much. In a good way that you won't annoy me and get me irritated anymore (:





I cancelled my dentist appointment today cos I'm being such a loser to scare to have my gums cut off. I changed it to next Saturday but I've to go to the dental care this coming Monday to get my retainer.

Went for ice-skating in Sunway Pyramid yesterday with my college friends. Nicholas and MunYee came with their friends, too. Met up him at night and he sent me home at around 10pm.


Powerpuff Girls in Sunway Pyramid.


Damn cute lor! Feel like bringing them home. Haha.


It's great to hear that Rebecca enjoyed her day since it's her 18th birthday.


Guys always seem to wonder what it takes to get a girl. Like, what do they have to do to make a girl notice them? Guys have to realize that they have to be sweet, caring, gentle, honest and still have that sweet little thing about them that drives any girl crazy: and that's reaching her heart. No matter how much you try, if you don't reach her heart, it won't ever be worth-while.