Lesion in the mucosa..

Please ignore my messy hair, focus on what I'm eating.

The reason why I look so horrible in the photo bcos it's taken when I just got back from college. Thursday is always the most tiring day in the week.

As some may not know, it's the durian peak season now. If you don't know what it is, let's just call it a large, green, spiky, south-east Asian fruit about the size of a football.

My mom bought a lot, and yet I'm having that irritating ulcer that makes me can't just swallow it all down to my tummy. Damn.

Even Satan knew I don't make love with sky juice.

): ): ): !

Happy fourth monthsary...

Boyfriend: I reached home already. (he was out to his friend's hse to do project)
Me: Okayy.
Boyfriend: Where are you?
Me: Err.. Sunway Pyramid (actually I'm at home, just making joke)
Boyfriend: Is it? Can you come out from your doorstep?
Me: *feels weird* Why?
Boyfriend: Just come out.
Me: Don't want...
Boyfriend: I am outside your house.
Me: Don't play lah!
Boyfriend: I am outside your house.
Me: If you joke again, I will just ignore you and go to sleep.
Boyfriend: I am outside your house.
Me: Argh~! I hang up now.
Boyfriend: I am outside your house.
Me: I really hang up ah!
Boyfriend: I am outside your house. Faster come out. If not I honk.
Me: You better don't. How if you were not outside?
Boyfriend: I honk now.
Me: Okayy lah! Wait two minutes.

Me: *went down the stairs and saw boyfriend outside* I thought you said reach home already?
Boyfriend: Yes, I am home now.
Me: Why do you come all the way up? (his house in USJ, and mine in Putrajaya)
Boyfriend: Cos I want to see you.
Me: You finished your project?
Boyfriend: No, ask them do themselves.
Me: *hits him*
Boyfriend: I love you so much.

OMG!! He really melts my heart.

We had an argument earlier that I asked for a break up. Then in the end, we patched back then I said I really wanted to meet him. Then he keep telling me that I will only be seeing him tomorrow morning in college. And all of a sudden he just appeared at my doorstep just to meet me for that ten minutes. He lives about 25 kilometres from my house.

What a surprise he gave me just before the clock strikes 12am to end the day of our fourth monthsary. An indescribable feeling of mine.

He's such a perfect boyfriend.

Damn, I am completely in love with you. xoxo <3

I've tried to tell you how I feel...

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.


It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.


In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how,
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.


When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.


Now I see, what love means

It has been difficult..

Boyfriend has been really busy with his college stuffs - assignments; etc. When it's holidays, how I wish college would faster reopen so that I can meet him everyday, but now I would wish we're still on holidays and he would just spend his hours with me, just me and me and me..

Two hours to our fourth month going through ups and downs, and I hope we will stay the way we are for the rest of our life. There are times when I'm effing mad at myself for making him sad. I want to be a more understanding girlfriend, really. ):

I guess it will be my top birthday wish for this year.

P/S: I'm cracking my brain digging out ideas how to make a movie for my Malaysian Studies' project about Malaysia before and after independence. Argh~ shall just do something very simple. All I need is just marks not special attention. Haha....

:D

We're so cool even icecubes are jealous...

Don't expect friendship to be something ordinary, it's a relationship built up with intimacy, trust and loyalty.

& friendship doesn't have to come in a set. Sometimes it's hanging out with certain individuals that make you feel at home.

Sometimes I wish...

My eldest brother bought McNuggets set for me last midnight. Can you imagine me having supper at late hours when my tummy is already so effing round? It's really saddening to look down and see all the fats. ):

Boyfriend is getting fatter, too. Hahaha...
(That's the only way to make me feel not so strange)

But I still love him the way he is. :D

Absenteeism.

My mom just received a letter from Taylor's informing her that her daughter has not been attending classes regularly. Damn. I just don't like when she starts her nagging. She's so scare that I will be barred from sitting for the final examination.

Screw it. !@#$%^

So yesterday, after classes, went Sunway Pyramid with boyfriend. Had Kim Gary for our lunch then watched Sex and The City. I just don't understand why the cinemas put the signs of 18 above when they already cut off all those 18 above parts? Stupid duh~

I like the beef curry with swiss cheese I had for my lunch.

Anyway, I'm not meeting him today cos he will be out to celebrate his mom's birthday.

I should start doing my assignments already, or not it will be a pile of it waiting for me to complete.

P/S: There is an exotic garden reveals a Malaysian musical journey in the form of blooming flora in conjuction of the Flora Fest '08 in Sunway Pyramid. Very nice leh!

McFlurry Oreo.

My favourite from McD. :)

One more week to our fourth month.
& you always wanted to know how much I love you.
Let's say;
If one grain of sand was worth the amount of love in the entire planet,
then I love you more than all the grains of sand put together!
:D

French language.

Just to let you know I am learning a foreign language now. And it's french. How cool is that?

Baise tu.

Ha ha. That's the only word I'm getting into now. Mind that it can't be googled. So stop thinking about google.com.my.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I don't think it's cool in college cos all my seniors know French okayy. Stupid. Should learn Italian's.

One day, well, one day I will write a post in French. :D

P/S: My cbox is so dead lah. Readers not decreasing, but then why no people tag! ):

Modelling shot.

Three weeks ago, my brother got himself mices, and now hamsters. It's the same size, just that hamsters look more plump (okay, chubby lah).


SO CUTE PLEASE.

Eating spree.

So yesterday I met boyfriend at two and headed to One Utama to catch War of the Dragons. It's kinda nice to me but he ended up falling asleep. He said the movie was boring. I thought it will be a classic ones, but eh, it's a modern movie leh. WTH. Haha. It's about an ancient legend appears in Los Angeles after 500 years.

Went to William's and ate bolognese spaghetti with meatballs. It's totally thumbs up, very delicious. I love the mango juice, too. Reached his home at eight, then waited for his parents to bought us Domino's pizza.

Had eating spree yesterday. Omg! Fats. ):

I've been craving for alot of foods nowadays.

1st, ate beef kebab from Kebab King, then Unagi balls from Tako Tao, then ate penang laksa from one of the shop in Jusco. Had mixed flavor ice-cream, too. Can you imagine all the fats stored in my tummy now?

1gm fat = 9kcals. ))):

It's not easy to diet.

Woke up at one, ate the chicken rice his parent bought for me, then we headed to Alamanda to catch The Dark Knight. A two and a half hour movie. I rate it 3/5. I expected it to be a very bravo movie, yet it disappointed me. But I think batman's motorbike is damn cool with the big tyres. He sent me home at seven.

Bought myself Cheeze Choc from Secret Recipe. How many kcals?

MIA.

Sorry for the lack of updates nowadays.

Not feeling so well, and kinda busy with college's life. Ha ha.

Was again pissed off with boyfriend. I'm not the type that like to wait for people, and yeah I admit I am very impatient, and that's just so me. Had quarrels, then all of a sudden he just popped up from no where. I was touched by the way he cares about me, and (let's just keep it private) lol.

Caught Journey to the center of Earth in 3D at Sunway Pyramid with boyfriend. Not that interesting anyways and the glasses was freaking irritating. Blardy irritated by it cos it's like big and heavy? I can hardly remember the first 3D movie I watched ages ago, but I remember wearing the paper type glasses. More comfortable eh! Reached home at seven cos he's rushing down to meet his groupmates for their project thingy.

We had our lunch at Gasoline earlier.The foods there are just so yummy although the portion is small, but yet it's fulling and worth the price we paid.

So tomorrow I'm going over to my hotel to get my allowance before meeting boyfriend in the noon. I won't be back until Sunday. :)

The Dark Knight aka Batman, I'm coming! :D

I'm the worst girlfriend ever.

but I want to be the prettiest wreck you've ever seen.

Pavilion KL.

Had this penne meatball from Western Cuisine for my dinner at Food Republic in Pavilion. The meatballs were so delicious. (:

Hell boy 2 : The Golden Army.

I just got back not long ago. Just finish eating the beef burger boyfriend purposely bought for me.

Today, I skipped Economics class, and had a quarrel with boyfriend in college. Was like freakin' pissed off with him. But he was such a sweetass that he came out from his class to student lounge just to make me smile. :)

Sales&marketing class was cancelled. Heard alot rumors about the part time lecturer by the way although I haven't got the chance to see her. Ha ha. Had English class until 12.30pm then headed to Sunway Pyramid with boyfriend to Wendy's. Then caught Hellboy 2 at four.

I rate it 3/5. It's like too long, two hours and my butt feel so hot. And boyfriend eventually fell asleep, lol. I don't really like the movie cos I found it a bit boring. The storyline sucks. I like the part where Abraham is wearing his contact lens. Like oh-my-god, the lenses was damn big, so cute lah! Hellboy is superb ugly when he was a boy. Please, he's supposed to be cute. ):

Boyfriend made me kind of disappointed after movie for some reason that I don't feel like mentioning it. Went over to his house since we were too full for dinner. Slacked for two hours before he sent me home.

P/S: I am very happy. Although we had two quarrels in a day, but he made my day. (I'd suggest you stop being nosy :D )

A simple one, might mean a lot.

Omfg. HellBoy 2 is out and so is Journey to the center of Earth. Both also I wanna watch leh, but I think I can only catch either one of it with boyfriend tomorrow after celebrating his friend's birthday in Sunway Pyramid. I so wanted to watch the Journey to the center of Earth bcos it's a 3D movie. But I don't wanna miss Hellboy 2. See how it goes tomorrow lah.

I don't like the timetable for this term cos it's freakin' packed. Five hours of lecture in the morning, then another three hours in the afternoon. And in a week, there's three days having classes started at eight in the morning.

God damn it.

What I like about this term is only the French class although I didn't really enjoy it that much for the simplest reason, I'm sucks in it. Hopefully I get better after a few classes. Everytime I started to pronounce it, I feel like it's jumbled together. ):

Boyfriend's class ended an hour earlier today again and I skipped my first sales&marketing class to meet him and had a drink at mamak before heading home at five. I just love boyfriend walking me to the train platform almost everyday. It feels like you're being so loved and treasured.

I never been so in love before. Call me hardcore. Whatever.

Oh yea, enjoy this youtube if you know who is Steven Lim and XiaXue. I was laughing my ass off watching it.

Best friends don't carry knives.

Boyfriend will be mad if he knew that I'm not bouncing to bed yet.

I just can't sleep bcos something just keep bothering me. I don't feel like mentioning everything out here cos it's so public. I just really hope she understands, I care too much about her that I would willing to sacrifice this friendship to make her realize one day that whatever shit I brought into her life is for her own good.

I hate that guy, yes, he fucking use this commit suicide thing to win her heart back. Like seriously, argh! My mood is so freakin' down.

Girl,

When life gets you down, look around to see who's standing beside you. I'll be standing there to help you up...even when I'm falling too.

I guess it's time for me to sleep. )':

Term 4.

My dad caught this squirrel the other day using the rat trap. And this was my first time looking at it so near, and I found it not cute at all. I thought it would be cute like the one I saw in the cartoon of Sonic. I don't remember his name, but I remember calling it the flying squirrel. Ha ha. Yalah, I know it's the freaking cartoon lah.

Well, so term 4 started today. It's like gosh, I can feel that juniors thought that we're their juniors when the fact is we're their seniors, lol. Aiya, we're out from college for like three months. But who cares by the way lah. I won't bother explaining to you what I'm trying to say in my previous sentence cos I'm lazy.

Saw my ex groupmates (because they are in FnB now, and I'm in RD), and few of them changed a lot. Maybe bcos of their new hair styles. I would never get myself a new hairstyle anymore, cos I've tried a lot before and it always look damn yucky on me, so I will just stick with my current long straight hair. And the freaking new lecturer for our English class thought I dyed my hair and she said we're supposed to know the college rules since we're here for like one year already. Damn. When will I ever get rid of this? Argh~ I never ever dye my hair before okayy. Fuck.

After class, I met boyfriend since he ended his class early. Had a drink in mamak before he walked me to the train platform. Oh yea, we caught Get Smart yesterday in Sunway Pyramid. The Rock is freaking oh-my-god lah, I just love him to the core but sad he's a bad guy and died at the end of the movie. ):

Headed to his house then went to William's for dinner before he sent me home at nine.

P/S: That gay is so gay lah. What's with his english slang in the class today? It freaks me out. I don't know how am I going to tahan for the entire one year. I hope she (okay, he's gay ok!) don't continue to higher diploma. I remembered when I was his friend, he said he wanted to join the air crew after diploma. Faster go :) . I would be glad. Thanks. Oh he didn't ruined my day lah. It's just random talking.

Love isn't always about the fun and laughs. Love is also about the pain and sorrows that slowly develop within time but true love is a blend of all these elements making it impossible to live without.

He's everything I never knew I wanted . <3 :]

Caught the movie Hancock and Wanted today. I rate both of them 4/5. You won't regret watching it. Believe me. Boyfriend's on the msn already.

G' night.

Oh yea, the mee raja in SS2 Murni was delicious! :)

I'm being such a sleeping beauty pig these days. Slept too much, and I can feel the fats all over my body. I seriously need a diet. A healthy diet of cos.

I met boyfriend yesterday at four. We went to Sunway Pyramid and watched Run Fatboy Run. I rate it 3/5. A very meaningful story line. Simon Pegg looks so out-of-shape in the movie, like totally oh-my-god, what's with the round big tummy? Ha ha. Very funny. The main actress I don't know what's her name, she looks so not gorgeous lah. Boo? :D

After movie, we went to Gasoline and I ate fish&chips. I went there cos I'm craving for their ChocoMint drink. Headed to his house and waited for brother to fetch me up at eleven. Boyfriend and me have been consuming a lot of fats from all the foods we had. So fat lah. ):

My gosh, this post was supposed to be posted up two hours ago. My laptop just blacked out suddenly and luckily my brother can fix it for me. Damn suay.

Glad that blogger has draft auto save system. Ha ha.

Boyfriend is so f-adorable lah!

Stickwitu

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our private lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I must stick with you forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I must stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I must stick with you

Something inside just shuts off and tears keep rolling down for six hours already. I can drown you in it. Don't worry. I'm still alive, my heart still beats. It's just my nose got stuck.

Well,

Guys always says that girls are sensitive creatures.

BUT!

I will say that guys are the insensitive monster.