theres thing that i want to rant on but ive to keep it in my mind that this blog is fucking public. some things have to be remain private afterall.

i thought of getting a password for this blog, but the other half me said no.

my braces just simply ruined my entire mood. one of the brackets is spoiled. im feeling the discomfort now and this might go on for another three days. the worst, i dont know if i can make an appointment or not this saturday since the dentist is always full with appointment. the worst of the worst, what if i had to pay for the renew thingy? AAAAAAH!! hopefully, mum will be willing to pay for me.

and the period just came at the wrong timing. ninabeh phuacheebyeeeeee!

for your acknowledgement, im back from port dickson last night. ( i sound like im writing a formal letter)

port dickson is not fun at all. i hate the beach bcos its like deserted. i hate the selesa beach resort we stayed in. and we can hardly find any restaurant in the town. the first day, we went to an oldie restaurant, we were the only customers, and the second day, we went to a newbie restaurant, still, we were the only customers.

we visited the army meseum, but sadly, it was closed. here's a conversation between me and my mum:

Me: Are we going to the army museum?
Her: What?
Me: We're going to the muzium tentera darat is it?
Her: What? Is tentera laut, not lalat.
Me: -stares at my mum.

and we went on with this tentera lalat until we got back to the resort.

well, im meeting bernard later at 11am and i will be back on friday. friday night might be the worst nightmare for this year because thats when ive to tell my mum that im not able to proceed to the accountancy degree and i want to take another course in a design college. she, obviously will be shouting like a mad woman. i hope i can handle it ):

my tamagochi is turning three soon, she's clara (:

im not in a woo-la-la mood to blog anymore.

im going to port dickson today with my family in the noon time. my dad is going there for work while we're there to spend our time in the hotel? ive no idea why mum wanted to go so much since theres really nothing interesting in p.d.? we'll be back on tuesday night, but my dad will stays until this friday. i hope i can meet bernard this wednesday. most probably will be overnighting for two days. and im officially out of cash ):

its almost 4am and ive a dentist appointment in another seven hours time. thats mean ive only left five hours to sleep. its a bad, mother-fucking bad thingy for my health for sleeping late nowadays and skipping breakfast and lunch. i should stop scolding bad words, too.

munyee, they all will be having their first class this morning. they've to wear formal clothes every monday, its a must, a RULE. so, good luck in the outfit. -chuckles

edited.
Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel I'm hoping and praying
Things between us gon' get better
Men steady coming after you
Women steady coming after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries):
/edited.


before i start my post, i would like to apologise to narrowband for stealing some ideas of his for my post on 16th May 2007 about the spirit of love. im glad that he didnt intend to sue me for it (:

sometimes, you just need to think before blogging cos they've the right to sue you for anything.

yesterday was a shit day for me. i slept at six in the morning the previous day and mum shoo me off my bed at ten a.m. i had a hard time bathing that time since im really sleepy, a kind of headache. after that, we went to sunway pyramid. i bought NOTHING in the shopping mall cos theres really nothing that attracts me. i just wanted to buy a new nike sling bag or maybe just an unbranded sling bag, but i just couldnt find a nice one. after three hours, we headed for low yat since my uncle wanted to buy a hard disk(im not pretty sure what he bought).

you know, the traffic in the city really freaked me out. we started our drive at 4pm in subang, and we only managed to arrived bukit bintang at six! i seriously hate going to the city using cars, i prefer monorail although sometimes im fucking lazy to walk. i truly understand why bernard hates driving to the city and he only drive in the area of cheras.

i woke up at 2pm today and i had my lunch before watching heroes until 5pm.

by the way, i might be going port dickson with my family tomorrow and maybe on wednesday. im not sure about it cos my mum hasnt make a confirmation. i thought of meeting bernard tomorrow since we didnt meet for a week already. hes busy with his stuffs ):

i found some photos from my second brother's desktop.
the photos taken last december in penang.


my family and I (my big brother didnt tag along to penang that day).


my second brother.


i watched until the nineteen episode of heroes already.



and can someone please kindly tell me where can i get a barney tee shirt ):

my uncle arrived safely and stepped his foot once again in the so-called-high-techonology city last night. we(both my brothers, dad and me) went out for supper in a mamak restaurant around twelve in the morning to celebrate his arrival? okay, im being over, just that i remember that my second brother wore so smart just to drive to the airport to fetch my uncle? i still remember how i tease him. and seriously, i never ate naan before until yesterday.

today i woke up before 2pm(suprising, uh?), me being shocked to see dad lying on the floor in the living room cos he was supposed to be in his office in this hour. at first i thought i saw my uncle, then i kept asking myself, since when my uncle's head become so round? hahahaha! hmm..i can hardly remember what ive did until six in the evening. around eight, my family(except my big brother) and my uncle went out for dinner in seri kembangan then we went to the mines. we arrived home around eleven.



oh-ya. i just checked my results this evening. i got C+ for my finance which is quite disappointing and i got B+ for webpage design which is really terrible. overall, i still failed my economics in my first semester and i never resit for it. so, im not eligible to graduate ):



this is where i call home;



and i found a very old photo of myself ;-)



i might be going either raffles or segi college to take another course. hopefully my mum lets (:

and hey, did anyone catch the drama series, HEROES?!
its about the ordinary people who wake up one morning with extraordinary powers. i just glued myself to the series this noon when my second brother asked me to watch it with him so i just watched until the eight episode. you should watch it cos its really a great drama, trust me babe (:

P/S: Theres someone who always visit my blog but i dont know who is s/he. can that someone please introduce yourself in my comment box? i know s/he is the same someone bcos its the same IP address appeared in my visitor counter, i swear :D :D :D :D :D :D

im getting so pissed off with alfian now.
okay, i didnt meant to be rude to jot down your name here.
but i warned you before, but you never seems to mind my words at all.
i just hope you can respect me as a girl.
stop asking me whether i will break up with my current boyfriend or not.
i will never ever never ever never ever break off with him bcos of you.
bcos i dont even have a single percent feeling for you.
and just please stop sending those sweet messages to me or i will just ban you from my friend list.
then i will never talked to you again.

frankly, i dont accept guys who chase me, never, luh.
thats the point, my current boyfriend is not the one who asked me to be his girlfriend but im the one who asked him to be my boyfriend.

if im a cheapo, whatever, i love being myself.

theres nothing much to blog abt today, it will just be another day at home.

PHOTOS DO THE BLOGGING (:

first of all, my tamagochi...













login to tamatown to get my souvenir when my tama visited new york.






my previous tama which is the current's parent.


the grandparent.


the tamas working place(office).


barney is the greatest of all :D :D :D


ME (:

YAY, AT LAST.
ive changed my blogskin.
okay, its simple. whatever.
im just in love with it.
and ive changed the song.
im so over it (:

edited.

its 7.30am now and im still in front of my laptop!
i think i need to sleep now.
someone please tag me in my new comment box.
NICHOLAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D

/edited.

rotten.

a so-called-miracle happened to me yesterday.
i slept before 2am!
but i still woke up at 3pm ):

i had roti bakar + susu kacang soya for lunch.
i watched the movie XXX(Triple X).
i helped my mum to clean the refrigerator.
i mopped my own room.
i watched the drama Spirit Of Love (:
i...
i...
i...

i hate blogging when ive nothing to talk abt especially i rotted at home the whole day.

everyone(my friends from UTAR) is going to start their first year degree in a week time, not even a week, only left five days and they went to campus for orientation day today and im rotting at home. i shouldve retake my Economics in the first place ):

cause im going to miss all of them(frankly, only a few) .

^@^

as usual since holidays started;
bed-time: 5am
off-bed-time: 4pm

mum was fucking mad at me cos i didnt do the housework as i promised last night. i shouted at her when shes nagging at me, then she merajuk. okay. whatever. its not like the worlds gonna end. the worst, i hafta clean up the second floor's sitting room of my house tomorrow or mum will be more than fucking mad.

my uncle(my mum's big sister's husband) will be coming to kl from sabah on 24th of this month. i miss him since i didnt meet him for ages, haha, only three fucking months okay, not ages (:

im being ridiculous ):

photos up!!!!


a corner of my room, guess how many bags are there?

im bored.


mr.beans bear, its hanged on my cellphone.


my mum&I when i was a little girl :D :D :D


in genting highlands, i forgot whats the name for this game already. something like superman?


spinning around (:


the last, my tamagochi's generation six!

P/S: i havent install adobe photoshop bcos i misplaced the cds ):

edited.

i couldn't get through bernard's cellphone! he didnt call me for hours already ):

/edited.

toothache.

helloooooo....

im having toothache.

okay. this is really random.

bye.

im depleted?

finally im home after four days three nights!

i miss my bed, my laptop and my television :D :D :D

well, im quite exhausted because bernard and me were in the cyber cafe from 10pm the previous day until seven this morning. we had our supper which was supposed to be called breakfast. then we went straight home after that. we woke up at four in the evening. i know, its already an eight hour sleep, but i dont know why i still feel so drained of energy. and his dad scolded us for becoming an owl ):

im not gonna talk further abt anything, just going to post the photos taken with my cellphone. all the photos uploaded this time is not even edited in the adobe photoshop because ive reformatted my laptop few days ago.

first of all, i'll post my baby's photo.

hes completely exhausted after the day screaming and running around.


this really laugh my ass off that day, how can they think of it? it's damn cool.


okay. im being nuts.


a shot of sunway lagoon.


this is nicholas! he loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees to act cute.


when he is not :x


this is my girlfriend, munyee :D


and this is bernard and me. i love him to the max.

P/S: Theres not even a shot of me in the sunway lagoon bcos im the photographer (:

theme and extreme park.

yesterday was really damn fucking fun.

sunway lagoon is where i want to be -sings :D :D :D

but my hair is so effing dry now because of the chlorine in the water ):

honestly, im scare of height but i did played the tomahawk. i closed my eyes when it turns 360 degree! and the person-in-work saw me closing my eyes, thats why he asked me to play one more time with him. i just fucking ignored him. haha! we didnt manage to play the pirate's revenge bcos all of us were getting dizzy after we sat in the big cup and bernard is like kept spinning it faster and faster. i nearly vomitted. we did played the roller coaster, too and the buffalo bill coaster.

we played in the waters of africa, wild wild west, world of adventure, voodoo adventure river, and lastly the extreme park. the extreme park is so hidden, luh! we couldnt find it until we asked quite a number of people abt it. and i really like riding the so-called-motorcycle(it got four wheels). and i hate kayak-ing!

we were in the park from 11am until 6pm. we didnt managed to walk through the long-long-high-high brigde bcos it was closed. at first, it was raining and when we came back for the second time, the security guard said it was closed already since its almost 6pm ):

we played almost all of the games in the park(one or two are closed) and because of this, we all got so tired, very very very tired and hungry, too since all of us didnt took lunch. we had long john silver for our dinner since mcdonalds in sunway pyramid is closed down for renovation.

okay. im not gonna talk further abt it cos im going to times square to watch either Next or 28 Weeks Later with bernard.

i didnt took any photos of us playing games bcos our phones are kept in the locker. and oh-ya! i dropped my left eye's contact and luckily i brought a spare ones.

i will upload the photos i took after we bathe and on the way going out from the park soon. im missing the park (:

more information - sunway lagoon (:

the spirit of love.

im in the cyber cafe with bernard now.
as what i said in my previous post,
i will only be back on saturday.
which means i will miss the drama, spirit of love for three days ):

do anyone watch the spirit of love (yi nan wang - 意难忘) on astro AEC(channel 19) during weekday at 6pm?! to be honest, im not a big fan of the series but when i sink myself into the couch and watch, im glued :D

it is my favourite drama now. its a popular taiwanese drama, okay? astro is now showing the episode 450 already!!! the series touches a lot of things including relationships, gangsterism, kinship, friendship and revenge.

the spoken hokkien is somewhat similar with our local hokkien since my parents speak in hokkien with each others. i dont know much abt hokkien so most of the time i rely on the subtitles(not the chinese one, the malay one :x)

i also noticed that taiwanese actress can be very pretty, too! i know its weird watching this kind of drama. but whats the deal with this taiwanese hokkien drama that almost every chinese auntie is watching?! its the essense in the story that matters (:

haha. i was like advertising the drama in my blog. lol!

the soundtrack keeps playing in my head now. if you dont know which one im talking abt, click here:

Zhen Ai Zhi You Ni

sorry. blogger just couldnt upload the youtube.

gets funky.

i went to bed at 6am.
i woke up at four in the evening.
i skipped breakfast and lunch.
i ate only fried wantons for dinner.
i drank only a cup of plain water.
i sat in front of the television from 6pm to 10pm.
i said no to dad when he asked me to go jogging with him.

ive been leading this unhealthy lifestyle since the first day of this month. i just couldnt find anything else to do. luckily i'll be out from this house tomorrow. and i will be back on saturday. sunway lagoon, two more days to go!!!!

dont worry, i might still blog in cyber cafe.


the fan is to prevent my laptop from getting over hot :D :D


whos going to clean up my messy table for me?


barney versus a-character-from-supermario.


i look weird here.
maybe its because of the flash,
and i didnt comb my hair :x


my tama turns into a ninja!!!!! fuh-yoh!

i think im getting sore throat soon.
drink more water, janice >:(

edited:

mum didnt give me any pocket money when i asked from her. im so fuck up with her? but my generous dad gave me rm400 :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

im gonna get myself a new nike sling bag !

boring day.

im getting mad soon.

another day rotting at home.

im bored.
im bored.
im bored.
im bored.
imbored.

someone please take me out from here ):

and a big fuck to photobucket.com.
i wanted to upload a photo of me which i just took but it just couldn't be uploaded >:(

edited.


this is the photo :D :D :D

mothers day.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
to my mum, and every mum in the world.
its past 12 already, but still i wanna wish (:

sad to say that i didnt bought anything for my mum this year. we brought her to a restaurant for dinner instead. we spent a sum of money for the dinner but its worth. actually only my dad paid for it, lah! haha!

about my studies,
i dont think i'll be proceeding my account degree in UTAR anymore cause ive not been doing well in my current foundation. i'll try to talk to my mum soon, and hopefully she dont ask me to go kampar. from secondary school, ive been thinking of taking designing course. lots of my friend said that ive talent in designing, just that my mum said its not a good carrier for a girl. both of my brothers is into the course that is related to designing. my big brother is in limkokwing while my second brother is in multimedia university. i thought of taking visual communication course in raffles.

whatever.

i really cant wait to go sunway lagoon. like what nicholas said, he cant wait to play the thrill rides. we will conquer sunway lagoon this thursday! -screams.

by the way, do anyone catch singapore's campus superstar 2? XuBin, one of the top 20 is real hot. he got a sexy girlfriend already ):

okay, photos up!

before dinner;


in my room's bathroom;


i love caps (:


this is really retarded. teehee :D :D :D

and my laptop's right speaker is spoilt. what the fuck. mee, i really need a new laptop now. both my brothers have new desktop, how abt me? this laptop is already five-year-old ):


bernard robbed my heart,
and bellefire's songs killed my heart ):(



Bellefire - What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

(Not seeing that loving you)
That’s what I was trying to do